Okay, so in the interest of full disclosure, I'm having a little bit of a mini-meltdown today.
Why, you ask? Well...
My Mom's still in the hospital and is being prepped for surgery tomorrow, I've jam-packed my September schedule with some very demanding (albeit way cool) business opportunities that are totally stressing me out right about now, and I've had 3 different calls from 3 different people today letting me know that events I've scheduled for September and October have to be changed for one reason or another. {Deep breath}
I'm stressed out, more than a little overwhelmed and totally aware that all of these things are ~ somehow and in some way I can't even begin to understand just yet ~ in Divine order.
And yet they still suck when you're the one going through them. So let me just dispel any illusion that you may have that people who live a "spiritual" life are always balanced and serene (believe it or not, I get this a lot from people).
We're all human and we're doing the very best we can with what we're dealing with. So remember to have a little compassion for each other. All too often we have no idea what the person who's next to us in the grocery line, snarling at the cashier, is going through in their personal life.
As for me, I could cry or scream or throw a temper-tantrum. But really, I don't have the energy for all that drama right now. So instead, I'm turning off the computer and taking a nap.
As I fall asleep I'll be asking my Guides to comfort me, restore me and help me regain at least a little bit of my balance and serenity as I rest (or at least not kill anyone when I wake up).
Oh yeah, and if you see me in the grocery store wearing one slipper and mutter to myself while snarling at the cashier, don't judge me... it's been a rough week.
Why, you ask? Well...
My Mom's still in the hospital and is being prepped for surgery tomorrow, I've jam-packed my September schedule with some very demanding (albeit way cool) business opportunities that are totally stressing me out right about now, and I've had 3 different calls from 3 different people today letting me know that events I've scheduled for September and October have to be changed for one reason or another. {Deep breath}
I'm stressed out, more than a little overwhelmed and totally aware that all of these things are ~ somehow and in some way I can't even begin to understand just yet ~ in Divine order.
And yet they still suck when you're the one going through them. So let me just dispel any illusion that you may have that people who live a "spiritual" life are always balanced and serene (believe it or not, I get this a lot from people).
We're all human and we're doing the very best we can with what we're dealing with. So remember to have a little compassion for each other. All too often we have no idea what the person who's next to us in the grocery line, snarling at the cashier, is going through in their personal life.
As for me, I could cry or scream or throw a temper-tantrum. But really, I don't have the energy for all that drama right now. So instead, I'm turning off the computer and taking a nap.
As I fall asleep I'll be asking my Guides to comfort me, restore me and help me regain at least a little bit of my balance and serenity as I rest (or at least not kill anyone when I wake up).
Oh yeah, and if you see me in the grocery store wearing one slipper and mutter to myself while snarling at the cashier, don't judge me... it's been a rough week.
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